do you ever reach a point in your life where you have so much to say to a person that you risk verbally vomiting all over them any time you open your mouth to speak in their presence?
so much to say. so much to say.
and i can't say any of it.
this is what i do when i'm not sleeping. i think about all the things i want to say to people. when i am sleeping, i'm dreaming about these things.
one day i'm going to explode. it cannot be predicted whether this explosion will result in happiness or misery, though my bet is on misery. but it's nice to hope for it to be happiness.
bye for now.